Monday, February 27, 2006

Alright, back again. School was boring as usual. Hair caught by a** goat. Softball for PE. Hilarious actions by the various student batter. Had maths class test. Screwed? hope not. English lesson was all about politics. Pretty much physically worn out now as im blogging this post. Went jogging with my dear, came back put on my slippers and made an effort to go cut my hair at Loyang point.
Sigh sigh.. We quarrelled again. It all started at her house. Dont think i wanna blog what happened. Painful memories they are. My inexplicable memory lead to me forgetting to bring my bike lock and towel. (forgot the towel again). Cycled my dearest to my place to get the lock. Cycled to Pasir Ris park after.
The quarrel persisted even after reaching the park. My dear wasnt in good mood. Mad at me for what happened. DEAR DEAR IF YOURE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IM SORRY, IM TRUELY SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED. I DO AND WILL SACRIFICE FOR YOU MY DEAR. Could tell my dear was super mad. She walked a sertain distance away from me. A distance far enough so as not letting me hold her hand. DEAR DONT BE MAD. She started running after realising she could not shrug me off. Chased her of course i did. Try holding on to her but my muscles and strenght couldnt match her frenzy possesed, head baging, violent actions, trying to free herself from my "with all my might" tight grip. Of course i had to hold her tight! Couldnt bear to let her go! Hoping it would never come down to this moment but eventually it did. She walked away saying "lets break". Time stopped. Heart crushed. Its like i would never be happy again in my life.
Was devasted. Jogged continously to the end of PR park and upon reaching my bike, saw the faint outline of my dear. She didnt leave me after all! She waited. Was very emotional, super super emotional. Ran and hugged her. Talk things out. Resolve the matter and TA DA! We re not apart! Nothing will or can ever break us apart. Cycled my dear home as was getting late. Our bond tight as always. Contacts blur now. Got to get them out.

fadetosoft,
themusicends.

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU SO...


memoirs of a lover
9:31:00 PM



Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sigh.. my baby just left. Her dad must come specially just to pick her up. Couldnt send her home, bloody grounded. Sent her to the lift. Haha.. my dear was waving goodbye non stop through the glass panel from inside the lift. Turned away just before the lift decended. Didnt have the balls to experience the feeling of seeing her leave me. Missing her like mad now.
Today wasnt that bad even though was grounded. My dear came to visit me at around lunch time. Poor girl.. didnt had lunch. Rampaged the kitchen for food and all that was left were fish bones and few grains of rice. Sorry dear.. Didnt know you did not have lunch. Spent time in my room, had a super lenghthy chat.
Time past as usual, very fast during the weekends. My dear was super hungry at around four. Stomach sang frog opera. Cant blame her though.. When pigs gotta eat, they gotta eat. Made her cup noodles which she gobbled down fast even though was boling hot. Jacked her alittle.
Wahaha.. jacking my dear is never boring. My dear was still crying out loud for more food. How could the big bowl of cup noodle be filling for a stomach like hers? Shouted at my sis for her to get off the com but ended up being screamed at.
Had to use my uncle's com in his room. Had some quiet time which we should have cherished. My mum came back with a chicken bao for my dear which she couldnt bear to even share a little.
Door bell rang at 5.30pm. Behold, there stood my tuition teacher. Had tution while my dear did her blog in the room. Had dinner after tuition and dear dear didnt ask for second serving!! WOW.. FIRST TIME can say. Dear so cute.
Junguang, "Dear you want second serving?"
Grace, "Huh? erm.. dont know leh. Have enough anot? Think dont want la"
Junguang, "Have enough if you want more."
Grace, "Really ah?! Ok lor. I want."
She never fails to finish her second serving. She just ate at central. Knew she could not not eat a second serving. Feeling fucked up now.. No dear.. school tmr.. problems with teacher. Cant wait til this depression pasts.
p.s DEAREST DEAR DEAR.. DONT TAKE THE JACKS TO HEART. I DONT MEAN THEM. I CANT MEAN THEM. IM SO SO IN LOVE WITH YOU. LOVE YOU SUPER TOO MUCH TO EVEN MEAN THOSE JACKS GRACE DEAR DEAR. I LOVE YOU!!
fadetosoft,
theSONGends.
Cant live without you!


memoirs of a lover
10:06:00 PM



Here i am, once again. HA! Never thought i would have the "hardworkingness" to blog so early in the morning. Just came back from Jalan Kayu prata store. One puny plain prata for 60 cents? Would be better of eating pancakes. Ordered 2 egg 2 plain but still wasnt enough. My dear would know why.. haha. Needed the washroom to dispose of all the bandung i drank while savoring the pratas. Had to walk downs some stairs to reach the toilet. Seemed like some kind of dungeon. The toilet smelled nice thought. Had a prata scent. Im thinking of my dearest every mili second. She must be sound asleep by now knowing her "no different from pig life" lifestyle. Snoring the night away, drooling. Cuddling her killer whale. Can pretty much imagine lar. Must be very cute AND pretty. Dear, cute to you is adorable but not pretty right? I miss you like mad can my dear? Pray hard ill be able to see yo tmr. I miss your presence dear. Damn.. just yawned. Should get some sleep now. Chao.

fadetosoft,
themusicstops

Im so in love!


memoirs of a lover
1:48:00 AM



Saturday, February 25, 2006

Finally after messing around with the templates and all the shit, this blog is up! Cant say ill blog on a daily basis but ill try to do it as often. Woke up kinda late for soccer today. Alarm clock screwed. Woke my baby up after five calls and had to accept the fact that she was too sleepy to come watch me but changed her mind a while later. Met Chunni and went to fetch my baby. Went up to her house and stood staring by the dining table while she clawed and fed on an egg prata. Reached pasir ris park around 9.30am. At last Mr captain came up with a decent training scheme. Brought my baby to Kaffa Cha for lunch and went over to her house to work on my blog. Had an invitation to penisular but had to decline it as i am kinda grounded this fucked up weekend. Left my baby's house and arrived home. Showered and was super tired. Dosed off while lying on my comfy bed.

fadetosoft,
themusicstops.

I miss you baby.



memoirs of a lover
10:04:00 PM


¶ The Chord

Junguang aka Guang ke lang kang.
April 18 1991. PRCSS.
My love; GRACE.
My Crossmax SLAB.
My Ibanez.
My Adidas Pulsion.
My swiss bearings PRO.
Great punk band Green Day.
Want the 'A's in O level.
Le Onez United FC.
Team Skate X.
Star Wars, Lord Of The Rings. Great movies.

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